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I've decided I'm going to make the best of my working situation right now. I'm tired of going on tons and tons of interviews every month just to get let down. So from now on I'm going to do everything in my power to bring clients in. Handing out cards till I drop dead. It's the only way I'm gonna make this work. My boss also said once she brings the two or 3 people she's planning on hiring with a full book into here she'll pay me for assistant work which is a big help. So hopefully in the end this will all work out.
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[05 Jul 2008|04:18am] |
SOOO its 4:18 am apparently. whaaaaaat,\.
im at Max\s, as i was deemed to UNFIT to steerr my car home. PFFFT. So. here i am.
Brended Max and J malec are jammin in the other room. seeing as i have no instrament playing skills i am left out of this endevor. pah. lease.
i may not bein Circa Survive, Disjecta membra., QUid Eyes turn whatever butlet me tell you i can sing my ASS off in the shower.
i have dreams sometimes where i can play guitar like a god and it seems o effortless and natural.. then i wake up SHIIT it aint thre truth. saounds like a dying seal and some 4 year old bangin pans
ok
Max is treading this and making my self consiouc aboutmy grammer. DAMMIT MACX!
ok im done.
ps ps psss DUDE whatis Ashley tisdale doing on maxinms top 100!? EEEEEW
ive seen better herpe hookers in southside.
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| ATTENTION! |
[04 Jul 2008|02:00pm] |
This Matches LJ community has almost been open for 5 years and there are over 700 members!
I just wanted to take the time to thank the fans that joined this community & contributed! I made this community literally the first night I saw the Matches play in 2003. I know I don't post much in here, but you guys do a great job at keeping it alive! To give back, I wanted to make a Matches LJ mood theme for you fans! I don't want to step on any toes when it comes to using photos, so if you have personal photos you wouldn't mind having been used for a mood theme, that would be great and very helpful! All you have to do is post pictures [personal ones, professional ones, ANYTHING MATCHES!] and once the mood theme is finished, I'd happily make a list of credits for those that contributed :D
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[03 Jul 2008|11:08pm] |
dont want to go nowheres.
dont want to see noones.
gonna get mcfly and sleep.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:57pm] |
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.i love you jen.
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| found this today. WOW. |
[03 Jul 2008|10:43pm] |
Is Emotional Trauma a Factor in Your Life?
Respond yes or no to the following to determine if you might be living with the aftermath of a traumatic event:
* Can you stand to be alone without turning on your cell phone, computer, or TV?
* Do you rely on coffee, cigarettes, or alcohol to lift and/or calm you?
* Are you plagued by physical conditions for which there appear to be no cures?
* Do you “lose it” with certain people or in certain situations?
* Do you avoid things you wish you could do?
* Do you have to be accomplishing something in order to feel good?
* Do you frequently behave in ways that you regret?
* Do you suffer from mysterious ailments that come and go?
* Do you find it impossible to focus on some things for more than a time?
* Is it hard for you to trust people?
* Do you feel depressed or anxious although you have tried conventional treatments?
* Is it difficult for you to commit to a relationship?
If you answered “yes” to 3 or more questions, you might be suffering from emotional trauma.
THEN I read (due to my desire to understand the numb instead of criticize) a bunch of ways it effects adult relationships and steps to fix them...
maybe i cant help. maybe i cant help anything...
but it will help ME to understand.
usually once i understand things I relax.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:09am] |
ps. thank you christa for the green skirt. Im going to wear it tomorrow bc i put it on and felt cute. That never happens! yay woooo...
ok. muah.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:05am] |
Well the bar was uneventful. Bunch of people i didn't care to see. (Excluding max)
I had two waters and then lickety split.
I came home and got in Bed but then Brenden called and wanted to get Ice cream.
And one. I never pass up ice cream. and two. god knows when I will see him again.
So. im home now and trying to repass out. Its 3. i have an appointment at 9 am.
i got alot on mah brains though.
sleep dear god let me sleep.
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| Icons! |
[02 Jul 2008|10:15pm] |
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Shoot Me In The Smile - The Matches |
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Here's a bunch of icons (and a couple banners)....some new, some old.
[01-11] AFI / Blaqk Audio
[12-32] The Matches (lotsa Shawn... and some lyric icons)
[33-43] Placebo (mainly Molko)
[44-48] From First To Last
[49-66] My Chemical Romance (Revenge era)
[67-91] Cillian Murphy
Teasers:
Can't sing inside the lines at ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) paperrrcut_skin
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[02 Jul 2008|09:53pm] |
After finally dragging ass all day... i went to see my favorite little lady in the world.
Mrs. Phi. We danced and she talked and squealed her little head off and i left feeling better.
like little things like that really save me sometimes.
when i got home my mom said the funniest thing. She (not a great tech wiz) was cleaning with her mp3 player on and i asked he what was on it (she is into john denver. and country) shes like.. lots of stuff... 50 cent to frank sinatra. i laughed and asked if Justin filled it for her and she said yeah. i told her i had alot of stuff on my laptop she would like and shes like I might not have room.. and i laughed and said well mom i mean you can take the stuff you dont want OFF, like 50cent or whatever and her eyes got all big and she stopped dead in her tracks and says..
"what your not takin my candy shop!"
if you knew my mom you would know that is the funniest thing ever.
I made her take them off and dance to Rusted Root with me and MCfly.
now im getting ready and going out.
open mic night and Brenden is in town.
hmm.
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