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It's been 18 years now.. [24 Nov 2009|02:50pm]


Watching footage of him still gives me chills..

When I look & I find: I still love you..
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[19 Oct 2009|01:14pm]
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect. I say let's evolve. Let the chips fall where they may.

[21 Jun 2009|01:05pm]
Happy Father's Day to all the papas out there.

And it's been 6 years since my favorite cat died & my eyes cry waterfalls anytime I think about her, especially today. I miss her.

[03 Jun 2009|08:40pm]
The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.

Is my message getting through? You never seem to see it my way. [04 May 2009|09:06pm]

I barely update because I never really have anything new going on for me, which is sad, but I'm working on it. Recently, my kidney problem really became an issue. I had so much pain in my kidney and bladder and almost went to the ER. I toughed it out until I passed out due to the pain. My body has become so sensitive to salt than it ever has before and I've had this since the 5th grade. Other than that, I've filled out a bunch of job applications to throw around so I have a good chance of getting a job and just shove money in the bank. I finally got my permit renewed so I can get my license, ah! Better late than never. I have a really good friend back in my life and I'm so happy that she is. I have been keeping in mind that I do need to take care of me so I can continue being there for others that I adore and love. I've also realized that even though I am a relationship-kind of girl, my heart is locked in a cage [as cheesy as that sounds]. It's like there's an automatic halt from trying to have a relationship when I know with every atom of my being that I just cannot have one right now, even if I miss loving someone in that way. I'm also getting back into constant modeling shoots, which I really miss and I know I've improved since the last time I had a shoot. In March, I finally saw Tim after talking to him for so many years!!! The visit just validated why we've been friends for so long <3 I went to the Sounds show on the 2nd at the Note and it was awesome, I danced so much! I finally got to see a good friend of mine after not seeing her for years. I'm trying to get my life together and keep happiness by my side. I need to let myself face challenges. And I will.


P.S. - Say 'Hi' to little baby Gizmo!
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ALICE COOPER 'o9! [13 Apr 2009|01:50pm]
[ mood | weird ]

I really suck at updating, but I don't know how I didn't write about this before; must've been from all the excitement! On March 14th, I went to the Monster Mania Convention in NJ with my friend Myke to meet Alice Cooper. I was in line from 11:00am to 3:00pm. The moment I stepped into the room and caught a small glimpse of him, I started shaking. I couldn't tell if I was shaking because I was in line in the cold for a few hours or because I was moments away from meeting him. I NEVER get starstruck and I couldn't stop fidgeting. The security guards there were awesome and nice, even one was taking photos for the fans. Alice's band and wife was also there. I'm a dork and researched how convention signings work and having a post-it with your name on it so whoever is signing something, they can get your name right. It's finally my turn to meet him and he was SO nice. Everything I wanted to tell him went out the window. He asked what my name was and I scrambled to say it so I just gave him my post-it and he signed my cd. Him and his wife started talking about my name and asking what it is :D I asked for a photo with him and even when posing for the photo, he's still talking about my name and pronouncing it right! He tried to hold a conversation with me, but I couldn't really talk :[ Shook his hand and thanked him and said bye to his wife. Absolutely worth the wait. I can't wait to see him on tour this year!

ALICE AND ICollapse )
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Horoscope today: [12 Apr 2009|03:19pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

"So how do you keep hope alive? Just keep going. If you think you're losing your grip on something you want, stop thinking! It's time to be irrational. Go ahead! Just ignore reality. Things won't seem possible, but they will be if you persevere. Forget about what other people are saying and close your ears to the discouraging comments people are making. They are coming from a place of jealousy and petty thinking. You can rise above it if you just look forward and move on."


truth.

[21 Mar 2009|05:14pm]
“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”

Little Baby Angels! [11 Mar 2009|12:18pm]
I never got to post photos of the kittens that were born last month. 9 kittens were born in total between 2 cats, but 2 died :'[ We're making sure these 7 kittens are going to good homes when they are ready.

More kittens this-a way!Collapse )

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